cant sleep

i havent been able to sleep for the last 2 days, on account of the painfully twisted shoulder (see below)... ive been advised to get a Chinese massage.... any Chinese women out there willing to offer their services?? Applicants MUST be over 18... but not by too much, k...(hint: you dont REALLY HAVE to be good at the massage part)... but it IS gettin better, just gonna take some time off from capo training on account of the arm, n the bastardly test (again, see below)

neways... i recently had one of THE weirdest dreams EVER... even weirder than the one bout the fone-call(previously blogged)... i cant even remember the sequence of events... it was THAT messed up...

it somehow started off with me landin in NYC... n then a Chinese dude decided to show me around town... no offense to the Chinese, I respect you guys, but i wouldnt wanna be livin with a chinese dude after spendin over 5 years in Malaysia... i need some globalization mannn... where r those french babes i hear so much bout??? annyyywaayyss....

so a chinese dude shows me around...n i think he turns out to be part of some band.... n i somehow hook up with the hottest female member in the band.. n the chinese dude is a seriously addicted druggie... seriously guys, im not makin this up.. this is wut my brain decided to play in that little theatre in my head that nite... neways, somewhere during this dream, im walkin around exploring NYC by myself... n i bump into some dude on a bike... he profusely apologizes... n im like, this dude's aight... n he goes where u from dude... so i tell him... n he starts makin fun of it n rides away... n starts speakin in afghani... wutthe.... did NOT get that mann...

neways... to be honest, the racism part does scare me just a lil bit.. wut if i actually go abroad some day n that actually happens?? mind u, i get ticked off very easily... ive actually mouthed off to a management employee in my condo cuz i had the impression that she was bein racist... ahh well, thats a story for another time...

for now thou, i just cant sleep.. ok lemme be honest, i can sleep, i WANT to sleep.. but ive got stuff to do.. n im not doin it.. not just yet neways... sigh...