i hate...

i hate my line of work....

I hate coming in to save the day when people's stupidity puts them in precarious positions..

i hate people who look at you like idiots when u speak to them/ask them a question in english...

i hate people who look at you like idiots when u speak to them/ask them a question... period...

i hate not bein paid...

i hate this work... where i have to design webpage after webpage after webpage... n that im not learning anything on the job...

i hate not bein able to have a REAL - and paying - job in this country...

i hate not enjoying the environment i work in...

i hate the fact that after almost 2 months of workin here, i still go out for lunch by myself... cuz i prefer my own company and thoughts over those of others...

i hate people who suck up to the boss...

i hate people who speak in a different dialect whenever theyre around u, in order to drill into ur head that ur an outsider, especially in the workplace...

i hate the fact that i have not been provided with the same amenities as the other employees, as i am a temp here...

i hate the person who i work for (not talkin bout the boss here), who's the most obvious imitation of Bob Barker ive ever seen (imagine a puppet), n obviously has no clue that there's life outside a PC, n who never smiles when necessary, but plasters a bitch-ass grin on his face when some lame joke is heard... i also hate the fact that i have to restrain from bitch-slapping that grin off his face...

i hate people who assign you work, and then proceed to work on the same thing without notifying u, in order to show u they can do a better job than u can... i mean y waste my time with the job then, fuckface??

i hate hypocrites.... n i also hate the fact that i can be one at times...

i hate not enjoying the community i live in...

i hate the notion that people will pretend to be ur friends thru thick n thin when u treat them right... but when u decide to stand up for urself, they decide ur not worthy of their friendship anymore...

i hate politics... all kinds of it...

i hate the fact that people show no consideration for others on the road, n the idea that they must dominate the road...

i hate people who use others...

i hate people who believe they are intellectually superior to others if they can lie to them, trick them, fool them, betray them or prank them... they are sadly mistaken...

i also hate the fact that all this negativity dwells within me...

most of all, i hate the fact that i cant change any of that right here, right now... but i dont know if i really can...or want to...

n i dont give 2 fucks if you hate me for all the stuff i just said...